Our friendship lasted for nearly ten years and it finally ended. I don't know how did it happened but I must admit, this was pretty tiring. This friendship was slowly killing me, even though I really liked it and (she) was the reason why I loved to smile at school. "You both are an example of a perfect friendship" - they said. Really? Well, you all were wrong. I thought we were the "best friends forever" but in her eyes I was just a schoolmate. Yes, we have been together like everywhere but just in school. We have been like two parrots or...like twin sisters. She told me I am her sister she never had. And I was so naive. One day, something really weird happened. She has changed. She started partying. I would want to remind that she really hated on people who loved to party as much as she does now. But it's not the worst thing in her. We were planning our "future", you know, school and a new flat. We wanted to live on our own. What do you think? Yes, you're right. This didn't work out. I totally wasted these ten years of our "friendship". I was always for her, I did everything she asked for. And what now? She lives so far away. She never asked me what's going on with my life these days. Well, our friendship (how I really hate this word now) isn't officially ended but I'll be so fucking proud if I do this. It showed me that we all shouldn't trust easily. We should learn how to trust, and it won't be easy. Family is the only one thing that can make you feel stronger, happier. Because nothing left me but family. I don't have that much friends, but friend's will be still leaving me, and my family will stay with me. Maybe you'll think I'm pretty lame, but believe me, you'll figure it out soon.
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